half of the year check-in

july 2025

CURRENTLY...
see: moved my laptop into the dining room...i'm not in love with my new desk space quite yet. working on making it function better.
hear: sinners (2025) playing in the background
smell: sugard snickerdoodle candle, hands smell like dog
taste: gnawing on the inside of my mouth
feel: eyes darting, lots of ENERGY!!buzzzzzz

how are you feeling?
i've got probably close to...forty-five different streams of conciousness right now.

BUT THIS IS A NEW BLOG UPDATE

GOTTA LOCK IN

there goes half a year

doesn't that feel fucking crazy. where am i?
life is a sprint lately.
but tired muscles get stronger
with a good rest & bit of reflection.

there are big milestones and challenges we've taken on this year so far!
...connections with so many cool new people, comfort in the studio, good energy from neighbors, kids making noise in the street, a small world feeling of overlapping and sharing...

i want to savor these moments that feel good.
being connected charges me up to do the next cool thing... and the other cool thing after that!


there's a lot of things fighting for attention.
staying informed feels miserable...but people can't exist in a happy hopeful hole in the ground.
the way this country is moving is disgusting.
switching from brutal morning headlines to a video of a bird bath, interrupted by an ad for AI...
my dad calls me and we try to cope with a joke about the world falling apart but even he seems a lil burnt out about it.
he's my frame of reference for endurance through all of this.

what does that mean?

it's a lot!
deep breaths

adding a couple classes into the mix this fall.

haven't done any schooling in a while, a lil nervous to share space in my schedule with something big like that. on top of this, on top of that, on top of maybe the other thing i'm probably forgetting?
but i'm also really excited!
there's more i can explore & more i can do...

even with constant bombardment
& that lingering fear & feeling of doom in every new day
& that tug of it's never enough, you can't ever do enough...

...we can still pick our heads up!

look at us go...plugging along.
balancing the best we can.

UPDATES

+ there's a 2k follower giveaway for the month of august!

@SMELLSROTTEN IS MY ONLY ACCOUNT. PLZ DONT GET SCAMMED.
+ giveaway is through instergram only
doesn't cross onto other platforms
+ rules are on the post itself!
+ winner announced in the last week of august



+ fort wayne tattoo festival
is this weekend!
AUGUST 1st through the 3rd!
not personally participating this year
some fellow artists from the painted lady will be doing some sick tats there all weekend!
SAY HELLO TO THEM!
& the other artists in the industry from far and wide !!
planning to pop in late on friday to say some "hellos" & see the whole space~
tattoo conventions are a new concept i want to acclimate myself to a lil better

consider participation on the goal agenda for next year!


that's kind of it for now!

if you're missing a message from me, don't afraid to follow up.
some weeks are hectic than others, so my response time varies.
sometimes i'm answering effeciently!
sometimes things get lost or stuck somewhere in the machine of it all.


if you want to book a tattoo, have a question
or want to tell me about a bug you saw outside...
e-mail me
& walk-ins accepted at the studio! come say hi!

tiny (not so tiny) update!

june 2025
CURRENTLY...
see: the art on display @ old crown is hung by wires & the AC is pushing them around all ambiently
hear: chatter overlapping
smell: not much -- allergies are terrible
taste: fresh baked cookie washed down with fresh brewed coffee
feel: neck is sore...shoes are tight

how are you feeling?

check in with yourself...
this is gonna be a quick & easy read!


LIFE UPDATES

life has been so scattered lately --
& i finally feel like it's a good time to explain why!

WE JUST BOUGHT OUR FIRST HOME !!
these guys...aw yeah...we love paperwork & massive life changes

+ there's??? do much to say about this change & how excited i am to be closer to my community & even more invested in a city i'm growing to love more and more...
+ but alas! i've only got half a cup of coffee and half an hour before my next appointment to wrap this blog post up!
+ basically -- for the millionth time -- thank you to everyone in my life for your patience with me & my scattered lil brain!
+ moving & getting settled is going to be pretty heavy on the forefront of my brain, but i can't wait to see all the positive change this move brings us~



& perhaps i can interest you in a couple of local events...
UPCOMING MARKET EVENTS!
i'll be hanging out & selling some new prints and stickers
& the garden's night market !
* wednesday june 18th - 6:00p to 9:00p
* i'm going to be there -- not vending this time!
* i'll actually be helping my mom connect & share her work!
* so come on out, let's get a good energy out there!

& froggy market !
* saturday june 21st - 12:00p to 5:00p
* new wall hanging prints available for sale!
* first time vending here!
* stoked to be in this space with so many other cool creators!



ART SHOW OPEN HOUSE!

@ DASH-IN + PAINTED LADY
* thursday june 19th - 6:00p to 9:00p
* this is my first time showing some of my work in a show like this!
* i'd be so jazzed to see y'all there!
* everyone has brought forth lots of different pieces to gaze upon & lots of them are available to purchase!



if you want to book a tattoo, have a question
or want to tell me about a bug you saw outside...
e-mail me
if instagram is an option you can always DM me.
& walk-ins accepted at the studio! come say hi!

yeehaw!

may 2025
CURRENTLY...
see: lots of light,
hear: twilight (2008), dryer rumbling & washing machine gurgling, bird chirps
smell: musty house
taste: cold, my tongue is trying to grow back taste buds since i burnt my mouth on miso soup
feel: a little sore, a lil overstimulated

how are you feeling?

unclench your jaw, sit up a lil straighter...
we've got some new stuff to go over !


guest spot recap !

wonderful fellow artist Luz (@eenchwyrm) & i ventured outside of our home studios here in indiana to have the honor of exploring:

@ My Little Needle Tattoo & Fine Art Studio in Plymouth, MI

+ what a BLAST !!
+ the studio alone buzzed with good history & energy -- it's an incredibly hospitable space to work in
+ we had the pleasure of getting to know a lot of their team of incredible artists & staffers!
+ loved being in a new space with so much personality -- i got lost in creation & conversation...listening and communicating felt fun and approachable despite all the excitement of a new space & new people
+ there are still so many new things to observe & learn from such a cool team !
+ everyone's warm welcome means the world 2 me & it's got me charged up!
+ michigan in general?? has a vibrancy that felt different than the parts of indiana i normally exist in. maybe it was the lush trees in the high humidity after recent storms...what a respite
+ ALSO big ups to LUZ -- it was bonkers epic to go on this journey with ya!

enjoy these crunchy digital camera pictures ~
thank u oberon - 4 snapping some pics of me~ & percy - 4 trading flash!











& perhaps i can interest you in a couple of local events...
UPCOMING MARKET EVENTS!
i'll be hanging out & selling some new prints and stickers
@ MADE IN THE SHADE art market!
* saturday may 31st - 2:00p to 6:00p
&
the garden's night market !
* wednesday june 18th - 6:00p to 9:00p
& froggy market !
* saturday june 21st - 12:00p to 5:00p



new june flash deals post up on social media !


if you want to book a tattoo, have a question
or want to tell me about a bug you saw outside...
e-mail me
if instagram is an option you can always DM me.
& walk-ins accepted at the studio! come say hi!

yeehaw!

april 2025
CURRENTLY...
see: new desk space...darker wood
hear: switched from club to folk music just now
smell: empty coffee cup
taste: bitter mouth
feel: back hurty

how are you feeling?

unclench your jaw, sit up a lil straighter...
i'm throwing something new in your direction!


NEW NEWS!

ROAD TRIP!

+ i'm venturing along with @eenchwrym for an appearance
@ My Little Needle Tattoo & Fine Art Studio in Plymouth, MI!
+ guest spotting is a first for us both, it's gonna be EPIC.
+ michigan peeps email 2 b00k!

& perhaps i can interest you in a couple of local events...
UPCOMING MARKET EVENTS!
i'll be hanging out & selling some new prints and stickers
@ the garden's night market !
* wednesday may 21st - 6:00p to 9:00p

& MADE IN THE SHADE art market!
* saturday may 31st - 2:00p to 6:00p

IN OTHER NEWS...

oh good u made it past the guard clown...keep scrollin...

this one might be a little more of a prattle. i haven't been sleeping well lately. my days are sort of overlapping and i keep having dreams that i text family members "are you safe?"

using this part of my blog as an excuse to unravel the lil bits of my brain.

it's cold and wet outside and i can see signs of life! it's crazy how much of a difference that makes.

i used to think spring was just soggy & ugly...i don't think i could recognize or relate to that unflattering in between. but this spring!? the sight of that rhubarb patch that grows behind our trash can -- budding and unfurling a lil bit more every day?!? oh it's blissful. that trash rhubarb could be me if i dream hard enough.

i don't wanna unload to fast here but it feels inevitable that i'd admit -- things have been off! they have been quite fucked, to be real!

trying to cope the best i can. i've been losing myself in these repetitive acts of creation that help lock me into the moment. it feels good to fixate so hard on a single task -- whether that's a color study painting or carving up stamps for prints. wading through territories i'm less familiar with that still feel under my control. having fun! trying to get a good balance of getting lost in my tasks but not isolating myself too hard.

i'm adjusting to the new studio space! excited to adorn the space with knick-knacks & various cursed items. still apprehensive to ask where power tools are...but everyone has been very friendly! it's a jumble of excitement & nerves to meet so many new people all at once, but I've got a good feeling about it!

i'll ramble again on here after the guest spot -- i'm excited to finish some pieces for an art show in June...i'll be at different market events & roaming around different spaces.
thanks for reading!

if you want to book a tattoo, have a question
or want to tell me about a bug you saw outside...
e-mail me
if instagram is an option you can always DM me.
& walk-ins accepted at the studio! come say hi!

ch-ch-ch-changes !

march 2025
CURRENTLY...
see: sunlight through dirty windows + cats
hear: birds chirping + a mechanical hum somewhere
smell: cold room + hot coffee
taste: hazelnut biscotti
feel: stiff shoulders but lots of space in my chest!

how are you feeling?

deeeeeep breath! sip some water...
here's a few updates for y'all!

NEW NEWS!

i'm working in a new studio space!
+ i'll be transitioning to the new space this week~ i appreciate your patience with me while things are shifting and changing!
+ good afternoon has been so wonderful to me & it's bittersweet, but i'm so excited for the new opportunity to grow & learn in a new space!
UPCOMING MARKET EVENTS!
i'll be hanging out & selling some prints and stickers
@ the garden's night market !
* wednesday may 21st
* wednesday june 18th
* wednesday july 17th

IN OTHER NEWS...
...here are some photos from lately!


PANEL SUCCESS!
thank you everyone who made it out!
public speaking has always frightened me, but y'all are truly my people, thank you~

FRIDAY @ ACROSS 2025
rotten girl miku

SATURDAY @ ACROSS 2025
meguca

RAVE @ ACROSS 2025
clowned around

MY FRIENDS GOT MARRIED !!
i've never danced so hard at a wedding in my liiiiife
ave & tye! i'm so happy 4 u both!

yeaaa we got snazzy 4 the occasion
explored chicago !
not pictured -- beth !! what a beautiful opportunity 2 meet u

honkshoooo....honkshooo...zzzzzz

that's all for now~

if you want to book a tattoo, have a question
or want to tell me about a bug you saw outside...
e-mail me
if instagram is an option you can always DM me.
& walk-ins accepted at the studio! come say hi!

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